E.v.e. : I love you Momma (hugs my leg)
Me: How do you know you love me? (I keep washing the dishes)
E.v.e.: Because I kiss you, silly!
(We both laugh)
Me: What if you couldn’t kiss me? Would you still know you love me? (look down at her sweet angel face)
E.v.e.: NO MORE KISSES?! That would be sad. (most adorable pouting face ever)
Me: Yes, it would be sad, how would you know you loved me if you could never kiss me again?
E.v.e.: I know I love you cause I misses you when you’re gone.
My sleeping little angel
Today is day 9 of being addiction free! I can’t believe I have made it over a week with no carbs, milk, or sugar!! So proud of myself. I deserve to be healthy and feel fabulous 😀 All of the pain and withdrawl symptoms have passed and now it is just a matter of not giving in to the desire to taste something sweet and full of flour.
I got a chance to weigh myself on day 6 and was very shocked by what the scale said. I usually only weigh myself the “right” way (in the morning after I got potty before I shower or eat and naked as a blue jay) in order to give me the lowest weight of the day. On day six though it was right after I had eaten dinner and I had just drank about 4 cups of water. I was a little nervous to step on the scale!! I thought to myself as long as I don’t weigh more than when I started I think I will be ok.
Dun DUn DUN~ Even taking my weight the “wrong” way it still said I had lost 11 POUNDS!! I couldn’t believe it. After getting off the scale and going about my day I kept thinking, “All I did was stop eating sugar and carbs and I lost 11 pounds in less than a week?! Please someone remind me why I want to ever eat sugar and carbs!!”
I think once I am getting to a better health limit and it is obvious my addiction is re-broken I am going only allow myself sugar one day a week. Like only saturdays or something and other than that I am going to keep staying away from it all the rest of the week. I am also going to try to stay away from baked goods all but one day too and just eat little portions of whole wheat pasta and oatmeal and such.
I am excited to see myself in a few months when I have lost all this weight. ❤
Monday – not sure which but one of the girls nearly locked us out of the house. I proceeded to give them both a big lecture on not locking the door. If the little button is up and down “|” it is locked, if it is side to side “–” it is unlocked – DO NOT turn the button up and down “|” it should ALWAYS stay side to side “–“.
Wednesday – Got locked out of the house, phone was left inside. E.v.e. admitted to touching the doors button so she got a spank
Thursday – LOCKED OUT AGAIN!!! and again without my phone. I was so incredibly upset I wanted to shout at the top of my lungs. I was just about to go find a bottom to spank(probably E.v.e.s) when I just happened to glance in and notice the button looked like this “–“……..seriously? Despite the fact that every single lock I have ever seen in my entire life would be unlocked if it were in this “–” position, this lock is locked. Turns out I had actually taught the girls to LOCK the door thinking I was teaching them to UNlock it. Sigh. I didn’t even bother asking who was responsible.